May 2012
1 post
April 2012
5 posts
I'm pretty content with my life.
I’m starting to do really good, & I’m finally noticing there is so much more out there for me. Sitting here I can’t believe I spent so long to move on & just do me. Now that I am, it feels great.
Whatever has been said &done though I’m glad that you are doing well too. Til we meet again (:
I don’t got time to rest, until my good is better & my better is best!
A year ago, is where everything started to fall apart.
March 2012
16 posts
I hate how my ex boyfriend & I have mutual friends, just to subside the awkwardness when he’s invited to places I’m invited to I decline because we do not talk, we do not acknowledge each other’s presence, nada. Sometimes I wish we never made it this far, or ever made us anything at all just for the fact there will always be some kind of vibe when we’re around each...
I wish you would just realize what you’ve done to me..
The one thing that makes me mad.
I hate how I sit here helping everyone, no matter what it is, no matter how hard it may be, I sit here & ALWAYS help. & people still can’t TRY & help me with the things I can’t handle. Not only that, its like I was one of the main people to get you on your toes, yet you still turn your back on me. I just can’t man.. I can’t even further describe what you are to...
My ex boyfriend will always be my first love, & I will always have love for him, that was my nigga. But now that I’ve finally understood what I deserved, I sat myself down & told my say that I do not have room in my heart to hurt again. First love, deepest cut.
For some reason, I push away my future for my past. I find every LITTLE thing to make a reason why I shouldn’t go for them anymore.
I don’t like having friends. Cause sooner or later, the friends you thought would have never left, just did. Oh yeah fuck that bestfriend shit too, never lasts! So fucccck it.
You + Me, no lie, no division.
I’m not there yet, but I’m getting there. I’m starting to forget who you ever was to me.
Dear Funnyguy,
I have trouble accepting the fact that what you want isn’t what I want. My feelings have always been on the line, & it’s funny how you stood there telling me how much I treat you bad. How much I don’t do for you, cause deep down I thought that I tried.. I tried to do EVERYTHING for you. Even when it meant to pull money out my ass, get in my car & drive to you, giving you...
February 2012
56 posts
Best believe any bitch to ever fuck w what’s mine, I will definitely set you in your place.
I just noticed I'm so depressed..
Being strangers is all we can ever be, cause either we’re more than friends & less than lovers or we’re nothing.. I guess we both mutually decided that we’d both be nothing to eachother.
If loving you was wrong, I wouldn’t want to be right..
I think it’s always been me loving you more than you love me..
What's easier?
Giving it all you got? Or giving up all you worked for?
Nobody told us it would be easy, & nobody told us it would be this hard to forget. But day by day, you’ll start being okay with EVERYTHING. & that one day you start being okay, is when you finally realize what you deserve, we realize how much we owe it to ourselves to be happy.
After watching American Idol, I put on my earphones, I sit in my room, zone out & start singing.
brandonlabasan asked: Are you tryna get decapitated? lol
Lent
I gave up cussing, soda, to lessen my pride & to quit wasting time on things that are just not meant to happen. I’m really really focused on doing these things, not just for Jesus but for myself. Self control is the best & doing it for someone who sacrificed their life for everyone, it is the least we can do to give back…
Anonymous asked: why not?
Anonymous asked: are you and mae still close friends?
Two of my uncles found a condom someone left in my car. & my excuse was “I had sex Ed today at school & they gave out condoms” phewwww. Good save.
It's hard to lose people, but maybe they just...
I know you check up on me from time to time,
& if you’re reading this, just know I do miss you.
In the back of my head, all I think is..
Would you rather lose me for someone you just met? Because off everyone you fought with me about, got dropped in a heartbeat because YOU always came first in the situation. I guess I no longer hold that title.. I’m at the bottom, while you’re still at the top struggling to climb down my wall.
I find it funny how niggas sit here & claim others as if they’re together or dating, like bitch no I barely know you. It’s even more pathetic watching someone you know do it. Telling people whose their girl when really their girl don’t even know that they’re their girls. Get the fuck outta here.
jayilagaaan asked: just sing! haha youll be okay!
Anonymous asked: white cements?
Once a cheater ALWAYS a cheater..
I think getting cheated on in the past has really got me onna hold. I look at boys all the same, & I know I shouldn’t. But one thing I hate the most is not knowing.. It would seem to me that whatever you did was cheating, if what these people are telling me is true, then it must be cheating. I’ve been cheated on a couple times in the past by my past boyfriends & when I finally...
Anonymous asked: which js did u buy and howd u buy them for cheap?
this girl...
is gonna be alright.
Anonymous asked: I'm a submissive White sissy slut in Carson...if you like.
